I was told to 'Feel the fear and do it any way' by a very wise woman, and the more and more I think about it, the more I'm starting to realise how serious that statement really is... "FEEL THE FEAR AND DO IT ANYWAY."
While attempting to make it to work this morning and meeting 20,000 police officers blocking the one-way system like it was a murder scene, as oppose to a couple of burst water pipes, it really dawned on my friend and I, that nothing in life is guaranteed. If you want something then just go for it, otherwise you're always going to wonder about the things you never did, those places you never went , that trip you never took! You've got my point and you've heard it all before, but it's true!!! Everyone and the stars in the sky know what I want to do and where i wanna end up - "NEW YORK, concrete jungle where dreams are made of..."
But the question is why am I so afraid to just shut-up, save my money and attempt to see if I can live out my dreams? I'll tell you why! It's because I don't know whether I'm gonna come back and struggle like i did last year after my redundancy!!! MY POOR BONES COULDN'T BARE IT! But on the flip side, London bores me to no end and I don't see my life here unless I end up like Fearne Cotton!!!!! So therefore, I've made the conscious decision that 2010 is year to make things REALLLLLY happen and take chances.
Therefore I'll be making a decision by the end of this week about my NY plans, because it's time I stop chatting nonsense really.
WATCH THIS SPACE - FEEL THE FEAR AND DO IT ANYWAY - SCARY STUFF!!
